i am this rational, logical,
somewhat normal person
and then i'd find myself
doing and saying things that
seem to suggest otherwise.
while im pretty convinced
most of the time,
that im doing ok at
managing the freak in me,
sometimes things get bizarre
and i voluntarily
make crazy decisions that even i can
tell are mistakes.
i guess its all sad:
i look at those Great, Wholesome people
i meet everyday.
and i can't imagine
how i'm ever supposed to be running
in this same damn
freakinnnn league.
9:30 PM